My first full day!

I went my first full day of not eating yesterday! I just had like 2 coke zeros, but I guess I shouldn't have done that because then I couldnt fall asleep last night, so I was really tired today and I ate. I had chiken noodle soup. Thats like 140 calories. Not that bad but still. Well, I am going to sleep as late as possible tomorrow and take my adderal. And, I will consentrating on finishing my paper.

Now, I know that my grandmother scale probably isnt the most acurate, but I cheated, and I stepped on it and I weigh like 110. So I finally lost what I gained this summer! But, I am not weighing myself again. I am going to eat as little as possible until interm report cards come out. And, if I weigh 105 by then, I can reward myself with something sweet, like maybe my recent craving toaster stroodle. But, if I am more than 105, I can't. And then if by report cards I weigh 100 then I can have 2 toaster stroodles. Then, I will see what happens from their.

Ha nvm I am back!!!

Okay so I know I havent posted in forever. And I just put that message up because I thought it would be good for me not to go on the computer. Apperently now. From now on, when I am not at school, hanging out with friends, or doing school work, I willbe on the computer trying to waste time.

Off for a while...

Hey, I sorry I havent posted in like forever! But I am going to be off for a while...like until october!

I don't care anymore

You know how I don't take my aderral because of the side effects? Well, luckily I have 3 lying around. But I don't care anymore about the side effects. I don't care if it makes me want to puke, and I feel tense and like I jsut want the day to end. I will take it for three days, and then get more from my mom by saying that I want to read. That way, I have an excuse for not eating(she knows the side effects) and I also don't eat and the day flies by! That link was rejuvinating. I will post after 3 days and list everything I ate(or didn't).

Randomly browsing..

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I was randoml browsing and I saw this site...now this has really inspired me to get back on track! I reccomend it completely!