exercise during the week

Here is some excercise I do during the week consiously and subconciously:

Walking around in school. estimated time: 30 minutes
Walking twice a week after school. Estimated time: 30 minutes
Carrying books around school all day. estimated weight: 2 lbs
Woodshop everyday. Takes a lot of energy to saw, carry, shpae, and sand wood.
On ABC days, I have gym. Estimated time: 40 minutes

Some questions

1. What is your favorite healthy, low calorie, "guilt free"food?
Strawberries

2. Do you take daily vitamins, if so- what kind?
yes a mutlivitamin on tuesdays and thursdays

3.What is your favorite thinspirational website to go on to distract yourself...?
xanga

80 calorie lunch

So I am going to start bringing a lunch to school. But, It will barely be anything, but just enough so when I am getting close to that point of getting below 100, people cant spread shit about me being anorexic or whatever because I "eat". So here is what I will pack in a brown paper bag everyday...

- 2 stalks of celery broken in half(to look like 4 stalks) which is 20 calories
- 3 strawberries(pretty large) which is about 3 calories per strawberry so about 9 calories
- a quarter of a cucumber cut into very thin slices (again visual affect) about 10 calories
- 1 pretzel barrel stick broken up into 5 pieces about 40 calories
But of course since this is above 50 calories, on the days I am supposed to eat 50 calories, I just wont bring a lunch to school. But I am starting the thing tomorrow which is sunday, so I will bring the lunch to school for this week monday, tuesday, wedesday, and friday. But I can garuentee you that some people might look at me weirdly and I may get a few "omg your actually eating?" (because I dont bring or eat lunch "at school") or a few "omg, rach you actually brought a lunch?"

Uhm..weird much?

Soyeah, I dubed today as a binge day with no regret or guilt before starting that 15 day thing, but i ate a full meal of breakfast, lunch, and dinner. Which is what a "normal" person eats. So at the end of the day, which was just a little while ago, I made myself puke about 3 times. And i know i deffinatley didnt get all of it out, not even close, but still. I didn't want to puke, I just did. Ugh well IDK.

Createed

well ive been trying to control myself for so long so today I am binging, and I will start this thing tomorrow,,,, if I can even let myself binge.

My own version of the 2,4,6,8 diet…but less calories…


Day one: 50 calories
Day two: 100 calories
Day three: 200 calories
Day four: 300 calories
Day five: 50 calories
Day six: 100 calories
Day seven: 200 calories
Day eight: 300 calories
Day nine: 50 calories
Day ten: 100 calories
Day eleven: 200 calories
Day twelve: 300 calories
Day thirteen: 50 calories
Day fourteen: 100 calories
Day fifteen: 200 calories
Day sixteen: WEIGH SELF

End Date: June23rd