Out with the old---> in with the NEW ♥

So, I discovered the most AMAZING foundation today. My friend Olivia has been using it.. so I went & bought it. It's only about $14... and it works amazingly! I love it!! It doesn't clog my pored either because it is minerals! love it!

I also discovered new mascara. I don't use it for the volume. I just put on one coat because THAT'S enough to make them black enough. On the weekends if I am going out I put on two on the top for extra blackness. I love them with all my heart :')

NEW LAYOUT. ♥

MY CAMERA IN LESS THAN

TWO MONTHS!!! :) ----------------------->

So, as you can tell... I've gotten a new layoutt!! :D

I am trying to make everything look more "organized" or whatever.

haha, anyways.... :)

I just came back from vacation today. Not on like official vacation.. just school vacation.

It was our last vacation until the end of school :-/

There are a little under 2 months left of school!! :)

I NEED a job over the summer.

For my birthday I am only getting one preasent because it's about $600... so yeah..

It's a canon camera so I can take AMAZING pictures

I am going to try & make $300 by the time the summer ends.

I NEED to start applying for jobs like... NOW.

But, my mom is always so lazy and never brings me to apply..

I guess I am going to have to keep on asking her.

She has been annoying the crap out of lately.

Ugh, oh well..

I am starting this new new thing to eat 300 calories a day.

100 in the morning...

100 when I get home from school..

and then 100 in the evening.

on wednesdays I can add 50 more calories.

wish me luck :)

So, this weekend I decided it would be a good idea to color arange my closet. It was a wonderful distraction. I weighed myself monday & I weighed 108. However, I weighed myself today (tuesday) and I STILL weigh 108. wtf?! I have been walking neaarly an hour after school.. but it[s been raining so I cant.ughh! I feel so fat! From now I am going to list EVERYTHING I ATE in a day. Today is going to be brutal:

Crackers & hummus for breakfast.
Nothing for lunch
The when I came home I had cranberry juice, trail mix, crackers, AND pizza! fmllll to the EXTREME! :(

I am going to try & loose 5 pounds over these next 2 weeks. so, I have like 4 more days to loose 2 pounds..
ME(EW!):

Natural Distasters

okay, so I know this is very different from my normal posts.. but I have been thinking about it a lot & it is kinda freaking me out.

so, you know how the world is supposefly supposed to end in 2012?
well, I am terrified to see if it actually true or not.. even though I don't really believe it.

but, all of these horrible things have been happening.
there has been an earthquake in chile, haiti, & a tsunami in hawaii.
& then on top of that all of these famous people, & people in real life have been dying. Maybe it's just because I am older and I hear a lot more about everything..
or maybe it's just idk..

it seems that all of these horrible things are happening.. maybe the events will end up to the world ending.. in 2012? idk, maybe I am just going insane. who knows. but that's my opinion. gives you something to think about that's for sure.

just a coupla words.

so yeah, this week has been HORRID!!
I think it's because I have been thinking I want to try.
who knows.
or maybe I just had a crappy week..
but, I am going to keep on trying.
I will never give up.
I WILL reach that goal!