I have been reading since about 9 in the morning and its 10:54 right now, so I am going to take a break and post some thinpo links. What is this? Like my 6th thinspo post? IDK. I have no idea what page I am on...so I think I am just going to start on 70. I might even be beyond their. Who Knows.
Here is something fromt that site above which is shocking how much it explains me right now, well it doesnt explain everything, but it explains a bit...
Well, I don't know why, but for a while I stopped looking at thinspo which was a stupid mistake because that really helps me. So, I am starting it back up again.
And a little hint to everyone: yes coffee barely has any calories, and for some people if makes you not hungry. But, for me, if makes me more hungry. It speeds up my metabolism and makes me crave everything. I have been drinking it a lot and I have been feeling like I want to eat everything. I think thats what has been causing those recent binges. So I am running an experement today by not drinking it and I have had no urge to eat anything yet and it is now 11:20 and I woke up at around 9.
As you can see i have paid the price. I have gained so much.
I thought i could do this alone. I can't.
I'm back where i was, or pretty close.. I'm back here, sick, annoyed, alone, guilty.
Help me get my feet back on the ground.
A fresh start.
^this page looks very familiar. idk why. Maybe its because I have seen a lot of those pictures before? IDK...
^I will have to remember to look back on this site when I have all the time in the world. It's really good. But I don't feel like looking at the multiple pages right now.
^I will also have to remember to look back at this one. It's pretty good also.
^their are multiple pages for this one also. And I will look back on this also. From now on I am just going to put a little * if its good and or I need to look back.
^I am pretty sure I posted that link on a past post but I'll post it anyways.